From Yale to Jail

A thirty something Ivy Leaguer keeps the public aware of her opinions on things topical and struggles with multiple demons: alcohol, the law and remaining effortlessly hip in a changing world.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

We came home from the hotel at 2am. I was homesick and anxious and depressed. I couldn't relax. By the pool I did but I mean in the room in the night while my husband was sleeping. I am just unhappy. I don't know why I take myself so seriously. No one else does. I am a silly vapid creature. Vain. Self important. When out of my element for two days my brain goes to such dark places. It's better to be home. Wouldn't it be funny if that were true.

15 Comments:

  • At 10:11 AM, Blogger parkcitiesgirl said…

    ...there's no place like home
    ...there's no place like home
    ...there's no place like home...

    Rita

     
  • At 12:04 PM, Blogger Shannon said…

    Hey Gurl...

    You are ok... dont be so hard on yourself.. :) Hope you have a great day

     
  • At 2:01 PM, Blogger Phil said…

    Ditto what Shan said. You're coming off a hell of a week, and maybe you're still feeling some effects of going off your meds?

    I hope you're feeling a bit sunnier today -- you deserve it!

     
  • At 7:59 PM, Blogger katarina said…

    I'm the same way. I feel lost outside of my element. Don't let it get to you. It's normal. Home is good.

     
  • At 8:04 AM, Blogger Bastya and Vincent said…

    Tall Thing wanted me to tell you that she felt the same way after coming home from her 10 day thing. She's still kind of mopey. I'm trying to cheer her up, but she's too downtrodden to even turn on the air conditioner! It's 100% humidity, Tall Thing! Please! AC means hamster cuddle!

    Feel better, biks.

     
  • At 5:46 PM, Blogger Heath said…

    ...atleast you didn't sleep through a concert you paid $60 to see.

    :o)~

     
  • At 7:53 AM, Blogger Princess Steph said…

    biki we miss you and want you to come back and tell us how things are going.

    seriously.

     
  • At 1:24 PM, Blogger Jane said…

    Hey Biki, it is the Poi rats and cats Mom, Yep, been there and it is the ironic truths amidst the opposing lies that kill us-how is it going off of the meds?

    ~Jane

     
  • At 7:47 PM, Blogger Ollylain said…

    Home is the best place to be sometimes. I hope that yours brings you much comfort.

     
  • At 3:43 PM, Blogger n.v. said…

    biki, I care about how you're doing. talk to me if you need to just talk.
    ((((biks))))

     
  • At 9:46 PM, Blogger Phil said…

    Hellooo, Biki!

    I hope all is well with you. You've been gone too long!

    Phil

     
  • At 2:29 PM, Blogger Shannon said…

    Yes Biki, miss you, hope all is well check in with us...

     
  • At 4:47 AM, Blogger négligé said…

    Come on girl, cheer up, I feel better at home always, you need to be quiet, please try to talk to your husband, he has to help you, if not you shoudn't be with him.

     
  • At 12:40 PM, Blogger doughgirl said…

    Its not easy coming off all that stuff. 10-14 days youll start feeling better...praying for you :)

     
  • At 10:28 PM, Blogger Bastya and Vincent said…

    Nothing wrong with vanity, Biki. I pride myself on being self-centered and handsome. It irks Tall Thing, occasionally, but she knows how handsome I am.

     

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